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title: 10 hits a day!
date: Friday, November 30, 2007
time:9:58:00 PM
So far, I have 10 hits a day. Wow, very acheiving... I wonder what else I can do. So sad.... Nothing really interesting happened today. We turned our projects in, ( I htink I havent mentioned this before) but we had projects and I worked til l2 to finish mine. I know, 12 but it was worth it. I know that I have a solid a. Almost guarenteed. I just dont think the teacher favors me too much. She thinks that I talk in calss but I really dont. Its pretty weird though that I get in trouble..


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title: Stomachache and Comments
date: Thursday, November 29, 2007
time:10:44:00 PM
Every day, I see more and more hits coming in. No one comments though ( cmon people!!) which is a bit disapointing. The comments are in the cbox, and If you are just to lazy to say anything... I'll try to get comments on in here. I'll get a comment enabled layout but sheesh guys... I've got band again tomorrow and my health class has officially ended :P. Next year, the teacher said it would be more "in depth". I really don't want to know what he means by that. I'm also suffering a great stomachache from all that oil. I dunno, but I ate a bunch of cold spring rolls and went swimming for an hour and a half. Yeah, so one lesson: never eat cold spring rolls, ESPECIALLY before a great workout. Now, I know where I get all my nasty stomacheaches from. I'm happy now. er, well, the pain is temporarily gone which means in a couple more minutes, I shall suffer again. This day just isnt working out right!


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title: Embarrasment
date: Wednesday, November 28, 2007
time:10:25:00 PM
Ok, so today... its my second blog, but I have something pretty important. I'm pretty mad at this girl call Audrey Constantino. I dont care if you look her up and beat her down, I'm really mad at her. Well, to start out with, I was never really her friend. I was just the one that she bossed around. She's always looking around to find something that would make a fool out of me. Well, I think she knows that I'm better than her and I dont think she can stand me, but I certainly can't stand her. She has these issues with her face. Shes got a dark mustache and a unibrow that she constantly tries to hide by waxing but it ususally appears by the end of the week. So anyways, back to the story, I was in band, and I was crossing my legs as the teacher talked. There was a bunch of music on the music stand and I pushed my leg on the music stand I guess to turn it around and switch to the other one. WELL, maybe I pushed it too far, but what happened was, the stand fell, No one was looking at me at the time, but maybe it was the expression on my face when I used my quick reflexes to jump out and catch the falling music stand. I did, but all the papers fell out. Then, for half a second, it was completely silent. Then everyone burst out laughing. I didnt get what was so funny. It wasnt funny at all... All my papers fell and my music stand almost did but... everyone laughed anyways. Even the band teacher made fun of me. Its pretty hard having the whole class laughing at you but include the teacher? I was really mad at those people I called my friends for laughing at me. I was really really mad. Ever direction I looked, everyone was laughing. Hard I guess I just couldnt handle it anymore. I almost cried, but I really couldnt help it... especially because I'm so shy. Guess who laughed the hardest? Audrey Constantino. Have you ever had those @#$% annoying people that you just cannot stand? Well... Audrey Constantino is defenetly one of them. She was still cracking up in the hallways probably telling everyone about it. I still dont get what was so funny about it. I just dont. Hasn't everyone knocked down a music stand before? Then If I tell someone, no one would understand. They would go somethink like ; " Oh. Ok i dont like Aud C. anyways, hey you know about the math homework last night? it was hard." That annoys me alot. Well, this is pretty much it. What do you think about audrey constantino? I'll think about taking a picture of her, but she'll probably ruin my camera big time.


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title: Winter+waterkill=??
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time:9:12:00 PM
I know this is more of a summery layout but I wanted it to be like that because its so cold here! Or more like FREEZING. especially after swimming. Todays swim team practice was... water kill :P. ( water kill?) Yes waterkill. I was SO tired after, I couldnt get out of the pool. Its an old old pool that doesnt even have a ladder! But its part of a private school thats been around maybe 40 years? Anyways, today I looked at my site and there are 55 hits! :) Whoopeee. I wonder whos been looking at my blog... I still wish I got more hits. Its not easy being a blog site. The super popular graphics sites are all way up there and I'm sorta down on the unpopular side. I've got some nice ways to get more hits though- thank you Gabi from Atomic Afflitction. I better hurry and "pretend" to get my project done. If my mom found out I'm doing this, she's going bannanas. Maybe blogging is like a drug to her, I really dont know. But its good to give my fingers a rest. They are quite stiff and if I bend my thumb, it cracks. ( Yeah, so I'm trying not to bend my thumb)


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title: Wow.
date: Monday, November 26, 2007
time:11:16:00 PM
Yay, my friends section looks slightly more fuller :). 3 peeps- I'm loving it.. Yesterday, i was very computer deprived so I thought of so many things to talk about. Now, I'm being closely watched every now and then by my mom. She's been playing a great role lately here. So much that its really hard to get on the computer and update... I'm doing a part of my project right now so I'm switching to Micro Word every few seconds I type. So sad... I believe my dad was crying on Sunday, I don't want to talk about it either, but he has this really shaky voice and he was sad for yelling at me because I was on the internet. Now I have to go all over again. I'll see when i can get on now... Write to yeh later. hope you like the new layout, it replaces the other one which I thought was quite dull. Although the cbox needs some fixing, cant get to that right now. Sorry if something went wrong. Eugh. My parents are experiencing some problems. Its driving me crazy too. I'll probably sneak blog again tommorrow. I have a feeling I'm addicted. hehehehehe. Bye.


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title: Really quick
date: Sunday, November 25, 2007
time:1:30:00 PM
Sorry for another blog but I'm making this quick. My parents kicked me off before and my dads yelling at my brother who doesnt get what my dads telling him to do? But just to say I linked a Ammy and I'm on my way to link some more people if I get the emails.. I'll be waiting :)


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title: My affies, My affies
date:
time:12:49:00 PM
Yay.. I got 2 affies so far out of maybe 6-7 I requested? Still a bit empty but I guess I'll be builind up fine. My mom is being an absoulute.. you-know-what !!! She's preparing me for an SAT in Janurary. GRRR, she doesnt even know what she's talking about. Today, theres a light rail opening and its free. Yesterday everyone went so it had no space left for me :(. I've also got a funny video about mice that I took yesterday. It was soo cute. There were 3 mice on a wheel ( I went to a pet shop yesterday) and they began fighting over who usues the wheel. They were all albino and 2 of them tried to run opposite ways and one was stuck on the top of the wheel... hehehehe.
See how important co-operation is?? Anyways, my mom is bugging me. If I dont get off no, shes gunna read my blog and stick her nose into my emails. Shes been listening to my phone calls recently which is really really annoying. Its kinda stupid too, who would do something like that? Its not like I talk about robbing jails or ok,she doesnt beleive that I'm checking emails. SHEESH.


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title: Wow, another layout?
date: Thursday, November 22, 2007
time:2:45:00 PM
Yep, another layout in maybe 2 days?? The little clicking box was starting to annoying me and the links button wouldnt work on the last one so I just gave up... I do have a cold and I felt terrible this morning. I wish I had anything but a cold. Not chicken pox... I wish I had something that was vey contagious , but not on thankgiving 'cause it ruins the whole thing. I'm supposed to be sleepin but I creeped in here to do some blogging. I went to a chinese resturant today! And no, I didnt not go buy a loaf or bread... Yesterday, I read something pretty disturbing. I'm not putting it on here, and only if your in middle school let say 7th grade and above? Go to www.urbandictionary.com and search Superman. Its really gross so PLEASE so not go there unless you know.. youre older. I mean the urban dictionary is fine, just dont search superman up. I know its kinda stupid to say dont go there when I just gave you the link but... thats just me. Yes, you can blame me for this, but I'm making a terms and conditions- if you go there and get scarred in your mind, its not my fault!
Sighn here X________________________
hehe... ok I guess I better go. I have a thanksgiving dinner to go to at 5 and I'm totally not gunna get sleepy. See yah
-Linda


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title: Quick post
date: Wednesday, November 21, 2007
time:10:36:00 PM
I think this is the second post today.. but I'm trying to get some affies. I have no friends and that makes me feel so sad... :( I dont know if they'll accept me because I dont make graphics. But hey, I do know how to edit layouts, but not sure from scratch. UUrrgghh. I feel kinda bad. Somehow, I know I wont be accepted, well I have a dreaded feeling. I'll see in the next few days. I'm desperate! I did get another layout ( If i did say in the last post?) so yay! Have a great thanksgiving tommorrow. I hope mine'll be better than last years- the turkey was 20 pounds. I kinda coudnt finish it.... and we never did. But meanwhile, turkey for lunch and everything in between...


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title: New (s)
date:
time:5:15:00 PM
I changed somethings around a little. Yay, now I have a hit counter and how many people are online. I love this thing. I'm trying to get some more people to visit my blog and read it, but I guess its harder to do without content like graphics and stuff. Yes I can make graphics, like edit pictures and make pretty blends and scrollbars... but I dont know how to get extra pages on my blog to do that. Well, anyways, just a little thanks list to all the thanks I need to give.
To my parents because they let me know that I am loved some times.
To my cellphone and its bills so I know I can keep in touch with my friends.
To adsense once its setup so I can get some pocket change in case I need for clothes, vera bradley or texting.
To my laundry because I know I have good clothes to wear.
To my stupid brother because I know I have someone to make fun of and to hit when I'm mad.
To my teachers because I can learn and go to colledge to "own" my brother
and last but not least,
for that dang scary alarm that goes off in the morning which means I'm alive!


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title: Mah NEW phone :)
date: Monday, November 19, 2007
time:10:09:00 PM
I'm so totally loving my phone now. Sarah y is sooo jealous although shes not admitting it. She has a ugly phone. WHen my best best friend Hala gets her phone, I'm gunna call her 24/7. Love calling friends. But about texting.. I need 5 dollars a month. Any of you readers out there generous enough to donate a dollar to me? I have a little idea,- how do you get paid from ads? I would love to get alot of ad clicks or something like that... I'll see later. I'm not allowed to say " click my ads" so.. you guys'll just have to do whatever you think is right :). With LOTS of love :)


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title: The Phone
date: Sunday, November 18, 2007
time:3:51:00 PM
An OBVIOUS title. What do you think happened? Well.. If you still dont know, I GOT MY PHONE! Yeah, so I'm really really excited and my dads fixing the front cover. I hope he doesnt scratch my phone or cut it...
that'll be kinda bad. I dont really know what else to write so I'll do some quotes :). I really need to get a real ringtone. I hear my dad playing with my phone and EW.
On wednesday, a guys phone went off. It was all quiet and our math teacher was talking about math. Then, this rap music comes on and- it was LOUD. Then everyone laughed including the teacher and then she had to take it away according to our school systems "laws". Hehe. just a funny memory. Well, I guess some quotes now: ( Some are really good)

Why do you care that they are talkin about you behind your back...you're still in fronta them, let them watch your ass!
In the morning I don't eat - I am thinking about you.On lunch time I don't eat - Still thinking about you. In the night I don't sleep - I am starving!
I am on the beach,and where are you? I am alone, and are you alone? I love, and do you love me? I am kiddin' with you, did I get you?
Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience.
Everything is okay in the end, if it's not ok, then it's not the end."
The only time success comes before work is in the dictionary.
Never tell me the sky's the limit when there are footprints on the moon
"If you are going through hell, keep going."
You were not born a winner, and you were not born a loser. You are what you make yourself be.
The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.
Take risks: If you win, you will be happy; if you lose, you will be wise.
Only dead fish go with the current.

I think this will make up for the times I didnt put a quote after my posts ( hehehehe)


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title: Audrey...
date: Saturday, November 17, 2007
time:4:36:00 PM
A funny picture of Aud that I made. I have to run now, on Monday I'll be dead. GTG
Aud


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title: Camera pictures
date: Friday, November 16, 2007
time:11:00:00 PM
I'm going to upload and put some funny pictures on soon from my birthday. Oh and my mom is asleep and I have to do chinese. Then, I'm stuck between a important situtation- Go the the softball award ceremony OR to the piano recital. I paid for both of them and I dont know what to do!! My mom won't be home and my dads at work. I want to punch somebody. Oh and my mom is yelling at me. ( she was) she says it my fault once again. Hey mom- How was it my fault again?


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title: Lying cheating brother..
date: Thursday, November 15, 2007
time:10:19:00 PM
H's right next to me so I have to type quickly so he cant see what I'm writing. He's playing runescape ( Pssst- he's addicted) and I'm mad. I was at swimming 2 hours ago and I put my bookbag in a locker. The little extra strap from the regular strap hung out of the locker and I when i finished, someone on a bottom locker stuff that little strap into her locker and theres a little thing on the bottom of that strap so my book bag was stuck there. Then of course, according to my mom, its all MY fault. Uh lady, I didnt actually DO the stuffing in locker, then locking it and running away. Who ever's locker that was, is GAY.



now, for some brother news

My brother is gone BUT thats only because my mom came. He was playing games just seconds before. I think my moms too stupid to notice HIM because he always shuts down the computer before she finishes scolding me. But now, I am getting better at argueing with him. He is very nosy and always gets into others people's buisness. He even adds my friends IM's screennames!. What a jerk. Some of them have a crush on him. How shameful.


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title: Get some readers!
date: Wednesday, November 14, 2007
time:3:56:00 PM
Today, I'm going to get some readers. Good luck to me- I'm not sure I'll get any. Yesterday I had to stop blogging early because my mom came and started yelling at me. I have to be an over achiever and "stop doing Internet" because apparently that's what is bad for me and my mind. After this, I'm going to browse through some stuff.. I just found a ton of blogger sites with nasty naked people... I know a lot of boys around 10+ love naked girls but... I don't want to see that kind for stuff. Its GROSS! And in health class, we have to go through this stuff called FLEBHS on Friday. great- I just cant wait VERY ANNOYED. Plus , I know you might think I'm weird to not have thought of it before but... I'll explain it kid friendly.
A guy has chemicals in him called ( I think its chemicals.) something I think starts with a P.. and basically, that chemical gives the guy muscle. Yes, we all have muscle ( GO me!) and if you inject steroids into your body, then you get a lot of that chemical which, makes you stronger. (Yes, girls have that p chemical, just not as much, get to that later) Now when guys stop injecting that, the body knows it has too much above the usual level so it takes all of that chemical p out. So then guys have more estrogen than p. Estrogen gives a woman womanly features like the common one( uh.. yeah you know it) and lighter voice and stuff like that. Well, if a guy has too much estrogen, he'll get... you know- "stuff" across his chest and... he cant have children and more womanly features..


Scary huh??


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title: Parents arent here so a little quick blog...
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time:3:51:00 PM
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah


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title: Site revamp and blog shortened...
date: Tuesday, November 13, 2007
time:4:01:00 PM
So, the new layout did work! Yippeee! I also made the underline cooler. If you didnt see it before, I used to have my little dots the same color as the font. Now, its pretty cool. I'll probably stick to this for a bit but I have to go find a new layout in a couple days. Who knows if I'll get sick of this layout soon.gtg


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title: Strange things
date: Sunday, November 11, 2007
time:7:58:00 PM
SO.... anyways I dont know, the new lay didnt work so.. I didnt change it. Doo doo doo do doo do doo. La La La . I dont want to say... ahhhh


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title: New layout!
date: Friday, November 9, 2007
time:9:40:00 PM
I have decided to get a new layout. I hope you like it!!
So anyways, these few days have been hard, but the next few years, I may not even be here anymore. I might die in a hole or something because now, out family has no money in the bank. I'm not allowed to say much about it but here something like what happened- My dad was doings stocks, but he either bought to many or got too much money so the bank took all our money in the bank OUT. 10 years worth of money. SO now my brother has no colledge funds and I dont even think about myself... my mom was planning a bright future with all that money, you know, buy a car, get a new house, send us to colledge and happily retire. But not anymore. It just a couple of hours, its all gone. I feel really bad about it, I dont know what you can do and I just feel so horrible. I wont be getting Christmas presents and my mom has to find a job now. I feel really bad I hope it will stop. I guess I'll post soon to give more info.. for now.. stay put.


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title: Softball has ended
date: Thursday, November 8, 2007
time:5:06:00 PM
Yesterday.. the last game of the season, we lost!! It was followed by really weird thing and when I got home, it was worse... talk bout it later... I'm too...well, I feel too weird now. I might change the layout now because its gotten a bit old- dont cha think??


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title: OW
date: Tuesday, November 6, 2007
time:6:05:00 PM
Today at softball, I was hit again in the same place and it was much worse than before. ( Arm) The pain is killing me. I hope I'll be better tommorrow but right now, theres a huge lump on my arm. It even hurts to type!! I wont make this very long, and I'll try to make it happy. Well, i got a letter from my best Australian friend! She wished me a happy birthday- at least she still remembers! So.. I guess I better go. My arm is killing me. I'm in PAIN. I dont think I can swim today.
PS

about the birthday party thing, my friend found out she was autistic mildly so her mom didnt want her to go. very understandable.


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title: Party
date: Sunday, November 4, 2007
time:1:17:00 PM
My birthday party... This girl is invited but I lost her frekin phone number and I called her using the sucking directory that didnt work. The phone fang for 4 minutes and the broke off. The birthday party so far sucks ASS HOLE. So thers nothing to do but wait for her to call me- our HOUSE number, not anyones cell phone number... Shes screwed and so is us. I hate whne parents throw away important stuff. VERY important stuff... Hate my mom for that. What a sucky birthday. I divided my party into 2 groups and the birthday presents so far STINK. Its just like the party when I turned 10. Maybe every 2 years I have a CRAPPY party and every 2 years I have a ... normal party. And its not always fun. I hate the spirit who made this happen.


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title: Saturday...
date: Saturday, November 3, 2007
time:11:33:00 AM
I'm so mad at this stupid laptop. I'm playing papa louie on meez.com for coinz and I keep on pressing page back! Fu. Oh and my swim coach also sucks very bad. My mom is probably back and willyell at me once she gets up.. What a day...


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title: My fate today is....
date: Friday, November 2, 2007
time:8:45:00 PM
OK, say I know that I got a 92.4 in math... I wonder what my dad is going to think now! I'm very nervous. I probably have to get gymnastics cancelled now because I got such a high b. Anyhow, my birthday party is tomorrow ( for the Chinese peeps) and its a sleep over. I'm getting my phone on Sunday- just some important dates to remember. Still, I'm really scared. what if my dad changes his mind about all the nice things that I like in life?? I'm just really tired all the time. Currently I guess I strongly dislike my math teacher because shes so mean and I need to get a hundred on every test and quiz she hands out. Its all in my future and I'm scared of it! Plus, the chin is not going well. My arm and my face hurt soooo bad. Unnatural pain! On the (brighter?) side, I got this nice smelling deodorant from Wal-mart. Its by a company called Secret and I wish I got all the flavors. They smell like my shampoo. The one I got smelt like the Aeropostale shop in the mall AyeYEYE. Then I got these reallly coooool sunglassess with lite fake crystals on 'em. THe good thing about this one is that it stays on my head and doesnt fall off like my mom's ... old... crappy.... one. I might use it for the game possibly.YAYA I better go take a shower and gobble some of that halloween candy. THis years halloween was the weirdest yet! I just hope my dad won't go ballistic. Can you guys pray for me?I'm really scared- I'm really scared. Later i'll write about this stupid girl called Audrey Constantino. She's such a freaking A hole, but its very funny to see her mess up on everything.
Oh and the quote ( Ive been behind)
"Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."
and
"When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us."


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title: Softball and report card madness
date: Thursday, November 1, 2007
time:7:10:00 PM
I am very mad at my math teacher and Lauren, our teams pitcher. Lauren hit me 2 times with a 45-50 mph fastball and it killed! I think I got a dead arm. THen she hit my in the knee, but LUCKILY for my own sake, I had slider knee pads on so it didn't hurt that much at all. But Lauren never said sorry. She didnt even look like she felt bad for me. She just started to laugh. I dont want to make it sound bad but I did start crying. The pain was sooooooo bad, I wanted to die. But all i feel now is numbness and whenever i hold something or lift something, its just too painfull. Then in the morning - this morning, I got a 92.4 average in math and if I just got a o.1 more, I would have gotten a 92.5 and rounded to an A! I am so darn mad. Ant my math teacher, shes just not helping me get batter at math. When we asks questions, she makes us feel so bad. Well, especially me maybe because I'm chinese... Is discrimination still going on in teachers??? I'm pretty offended.I'm so sad. I feel like no one likes me. I'm totally going to get a's in every other class. I want to get all 100's - wouldnt that be really good?? I'm gunno go for road kill ( Oh yeah) and then I'll be on fire! K, I have a test tommorrow and I want to look at some peoples blogs and not alot of time. Stupid time... I wish we could buy 20 minutes extra with 2 pennies. Then I can have sooooo much more time to do everything!hmmm I'm going to aim to be the best softball playa in the world! This is my only chance...


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